Selebet

We argued a lot lately. And most of the times, our arguments started with some stupid simple issues which  include things like where to spend the weekend, how to manage the time and sometimes it's about taking care of  both family's feeling.huhu. Oh, please add 'money' into the list too..huhu~

Nobody enjoys having arguments or quarrels with their loved ones. Me too! Each time we had a quarrel, mula lah nak berdrama rasa macam nak kemas-kemas baju, dukung anak sambil nangis followed by hantar-I-balik-rumah-mak-I-sekarang-jugak scene.haha. *dah duduk dengan mama, nak hantar mana lagi?hehe*


Dua-dua keras kepala, dua-dua cepat panas. Tapiiiii...cepat jugak sejuknya. Lepas dah puas luah apa tak puas hati, debat mengalahkan Parlimen, masing-masing cooled down, minta maaf, then baik balik. Bila dah baik, dia akan ada satu 'rasa' lain. Selalu jadi macam tu.~


Ada satu hari tu, day after our fight ('fight' macam lawan-lawan kungfu je bunyinya..haha) we went to this one stall dekat rumah dia. Aniq Qayyim kena tinggal dengan Tok Mama dia kat rumah. I waited in the car while he bought roti canai for breakfast. Masa dia melintas depan kereta dengan muka selebet tak mandi, rambut beralun-alun ditiup angin pagi..suddenly I have this one weird feeling. Emm..It's undescribable feeling, but I believed, it's LOVE!. Yes..I fell in love, again..haha. Masa nampak dia melintas tu..terasa sayu je, terkenang balik, for about a decade, I've loved this man. And I still always have the same feeling towards him (despite the fact that baru je lepas bergaduh sehari sebelumnya).... ~


I smiled to myself...  Then when he got into the car, he asked "Kenapa senyum sorang-sorang?".. I didn't answer him, but I kept smiling. Kebetulan masa tu saya tengah peluk tubuh. Without any idea of what I've been thinking at that specific moment, he simply made a conclusion. "Oh, sejuk eh? Abang tutup aircond ni ye...". He pushed the AC button off, and drove back home..
*Sampai hari ni, dia tak tahu apa saya rasa masa senyum tu... =)*




Thank God I have him. Thank God that muka selebet tak mandi, still can make my heart beat faster than usual. haha.












p/s: Hi, Abang.. you know I love you.  Those stupid 'fights' only make me us a stronger, mature person. It's the spices that seasons our marriage and make it even more 'delicious'.. Jom gaduh lagi..hahaha.
p/s/s : geli tekak tak baca? weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..